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I really wanted him to finish off what he started writing.. He’s too weak now to tell the world his story.. He needs now more than he gives, unlike how he’s lived his entire life! I wonder if the pain is all he feels or if there is any room left for more! His illness is a killer, & no one can do anything about it! I wish I can just look it in the eye & tell it to get out of our lives & let him be.. And if it won’t, I wish I would have to fight it instead of him & let him continue with what he started.. I wish I can give him of my skin, my willpower, my heart, my mind, but he just can’t take no more! What would he have done if he’d have known that all this was going to befall him? What difference would knowing about this have in his journey? I wish so many things right now, but what would my wishing do to his misery?

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Habeeby giddo,

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You mean so much to me, & I’d love to be you in so many ways.. I’m praying for you all the time, & never will I ever stop, this I promise you.. And as long as I live, I’ll try to give without waiting, or boasting, just like you’ve always done..

You’re the reason I’m the better me
And with you I flew to be
Elprincessa gracefully


yourflesh&blood,