Surrender?
Posted by Gillette aka Hassan[uddin] Khaja
January 18, 2005
Source: www.Hidayaonline.com
I hope she didn't catch me looking.
Is she looking at me?
Are my pants folded right?
I hate when my hairy legs show.
How's my beard?
I wish I would've trimmed it today.
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
But she's so good.
And marrying her would be pleasing Him.
I hope i smell all right.
Did she hear me recite when I was leading prayer?
I should've recited something longer; maybe she'd be impressed...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
I heard he's interested in her, too.
I'm screwed.
he knows so much more.
his eman is so much higher.
How much does he make?
How much will he make?
What if I was more like...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
What if I got more involved?
She's always doing something for Islam.
what if I got involved in what she does?
isru, almaghrib, mcmc, isna, icna.
She's the head of everything,
how can I get to the top like her
so she can admire me and I'll be to her liking.
Oh god, I think my cologne wore off.
She wouldn't smell anything anyway if we keep our distance, right?
What if I sit next to her at the da'wah...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
Why would she go for me?
She could have him, or him, or him.
I don't have a chance.
I gotta be more visible, talk more, make sure i stand out in her head.
What if i wrote more?
Then she'll notice...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
If I memorized the whole quran,
I'd have more going for me.
Brothers would ask me to lead more often if they knew I was a haafidh.
No sister could turn down a haafidh, right?
I could be a walking quran, like the prophet.
Then she'd notice...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
What about her mahrams?
Who are they?
I could get to know them,
and they'd recommend me to her.
so, if i memorize the quran,
I could lead them in prayer.
when I lead them, I'll recite so much that they'll love me
and they couldn't turn down my proposal,
and she wouldn't...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Does she have a younger brother?
They're always suckers for older brothers with beards.
Spit a few ahaadeeth and ayaat at him, and he'll love me.
Then he'll convince her, and everything will be all good.
I just need to learn...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Riyaa and marriage are a deadly combination like a mushrikah and a muslim.
I've been in this place before,
where I thought I had light, but found nothing but darkness.
Maybe she'll cure my ills.
If I can get her to pay attention to all my good deeds that...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Is she looking at me?
Are my pants folded right?
I hate when my hairy legs show.
How's my beard?
I wish I would've trimmed it today.
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
But she's so good.
And marrying her would be pleasing Him.
I hope i smell all right.
Did she hear me recite when I was leading prayer?
I should've recited something longer; maybe she'd be impressed...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
I heard he's interested in her, too.
I'm screwed.
he knows so much more.
his eman is so much higher.
How much does he make?
How much will he make?
What if I was more like...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
What if I got more involved?
She's always doing something for Islam.
what if I got involved in what she does?
isru, almaghrib, mcmc, isna, icna.
She's the head of everything,
how can I get to the top like her
so she can admire me and I'll be to her liking.
Oh god, I think my cologne wore off.
She wouldn't smell anything anyway if we keep our distance, right?
What if I sit next to her at the da'wah...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
Why would she go for me?
She could have him, or him, or him.
I don't have a chance.
I gotta be more visible, talk more, make sure i stand out in her head.
What if i wrote more?
Then she'll notice...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for him.
If I memorized the whole quran,
I'd have more going for me.
Brothers would ask me to lead more often if they knew I was a haafidh.
No sister could turn down a haafidh, right?
I could be a walking quran, like the prophet.
Then she'd notice...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
What about her mahrams?
Who are they?
I could get to know them,
and they'd recommend me to her.
so, if i memorize the quran,
I could lead them in prayer.
when I lead them, I'll recite so much that they'll love me
and they couldn't turn down my proposal,
and she wouldn't...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Does she have a younger brother?
They're always suckers for older brothers with beards.
Spit a few ahaadeeth and ayaat at him, and he'll love me.
Then he'll convince her, and everything will be all good.
I just need to learn...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Riyaa and marriage are a deadly combination like a mushrikah and a muslim.
I've been in this place before,
where I thought I had light, but found nothing but darkness.
Maybe she'll cure my ills.
If I can get her to pay attention to all my good deeds that...
astaghfirullah,
I only live for Him.
Posted by Gillette aka Hassan[uddin] Khaja
January 18, 2005
Source: www.Hidayaonline.com
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