Friday, November 17, 2006

Could hardly breathe! !!get a grip!!

YESTERDAY!
Oh yesterday!
I was humiliated, betrayed, shocked, betrayed again, scared, hurt, terrified, himiliated again, oppressed, hurt again..
And the worst part was that, I couldn't sleep; as I couldn't breathe!!
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You know when this inner part of your chest aches,
That part right in the middle of your shaking soul?
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You know when your pillow sinks in tears,
Salty tears that wont stop flowing for long?
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And you tell yourself, the sun will shine,
But it takes so long, that you think it never will!
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And you wait for the world to change,
But it ends up not moving an inch?!
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Oh Allah help me now,
To change this world to a better one.
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I don't mind it happenning to me,
As long as I'm not causing it to someone else!
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Wallahi it was so unfair!
But thank God this injustice happened to me, and not me causing it to anyone else..
AlhamduleLah!
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Momekh said:
"Life has a way of sorting things out… a helping hand there, a slap in the face here… and you are still on track–tipping, hands stretched out with eyes squeezed–but u r there, still somewhere between the tracks, yeah u r there. Everybody is I figure. I know I am. I feel that way. But the enemy of Best is Good, and u can live your whole life just tip-toeing andin the end all you have is an ache in the arms and a autobiography that could pass for a tragedy. As one trapeze artist said to another, “Get a grip”…and yes, getting a grip is that important....."

3 comments:

Small Blue Thing said...

What has happened? I have just dropped by here after working... and found you betrayed.

If it's useful for you, I won't betray you, ok?

I'll make du'a for you tonight. I mean, specifically ;)

SempliceMente90 said...

shedy 7eelek ya sis.....
mesh kol 7aga fel denya sahla....
kol wa7ed fel denya lazem haymor be 7agat sa3ba....but wat u went through yest. wasnt nice at all....
rabena ma3aky we ma3ana gamee3an...

sara said...

love you two..
really..

JUST TRYING TO GET A GRIP.