UNCLEAR

THIS IS A TEST I HAD..

DOES IT SIMPLY DEFINE ME??

IS IT AN ACCURATE DESCRIPTION??

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Stability 20%
Orderliness 26%
Extraversion 60%

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

%ROUTINE%

Some say they love Fridays, others say, Sundays, others Tuesdays… it’s because of a certain routine that they take by… or PAR example ;) , some say they are a night person, or a morning one, its ‘cuz of the same thing, ROUTINE… I’ve never had a best day of the week, or best time of the day, even though I have patterns and habits in life like fasting on certain days, or … you know, patterns, but in the face of all that, every day to me is a new one, every night is a new one… not just new, but brand new, it was never there before… am I being unclear here? I’m just trying to say that we shouldn’t stick to one theme in our lives… not one theme… I meant… you know what I mean… Or not?!!

::..certain fragility..::

Some people get some sort of fragility after the loss of their parents or cherished ones. But I’ve always had this fragility, not because of losing any of my beloved ones, but because of having them… I don’t know what is it with me; the more I live, the more I step back, the more I fear loving and having new people in my life; thinking that I might be losing them someday… I think it’s not right, but it’s a fact… I’m so paranoid… thing is, when I love I love too much, I care so much…

I guess there is a story behind each existing soul, and each short story is the story of a human being lost in the labyrinth of life, sometimes it’s happy, but usually it includes losing beloved ones, and everything that seems to be precious. Most importantly, I feel sad that some don’t end up finding the true way. Way out of the dark paths into the light. The light of God… the One and Only, He’s always there, and He has always been there…

MAY HE GRANT US THE PATIENCE TO CARRY ON SEEING HIS LIGHT WHILE LIVING THIS HARSH REALITY OF OUR MORTALITY… AMEN.

I AM MY WEAKNESS; YOU ARE MY STRENGTH.

TRUST IN GOD, NOT IN YOUR TRUST IN GOD.

TUNING IN...

Have you ever woke up from a dream and wondered if it was just a dream or if it was a premonition? I believe the only way to distinguish is if the dream comes true... But what if I told you that the whole life thing (to me) has been a dream so far... Or lemme say a bunch of dreams… It’s like I need something to wake me up… something like freezing cold water poured right into my face… I’ve always felt like I'm right on the edge of something really big. Like I can feel the forces of nature an inch away but yet won’t move an inch. I’ve always been careful to keep my centre of gravity constant as I peer over the edge. Wondering wondering wondering what I may find as the valley comes into view. But it never did!!! Someone help me see please!

PUDDING

Revival of an old feeling... You know that sensation that hits you when you smell a certain scent and it reminds you of an old place, or a person??? Or when you hear a song or a rhythm and u link it to a previous moment in your life??? That’s how I felt today when my uncles’ wife found out that she’s pregnant, it’s the same old feeling I felt when pudding (on the right side of the pic) was discovered in my mamas’ tummy… I remember it was an afternoon, and we (3 of us Sara, Noor El-Din, & Alaa) were sitting on the dinning table, and our parents started telling us in an exceptionally fascinating way about mamas’ pregnancy… it’s the ‘beyond words’ feeling…Sub’han Allah!This is a big blessing from Allah…

But what’s more to this feeling, is that back then I was nine, but now I’m 20, which made my folks say, “Hope you get married soon and we can get to see your baby Saroora” … It just felt good in some way… Sub’han Allah… I don’t think I have the words to put across this thing I felt, but it just made me blush somehow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But wait a minute, wait a minute, what if I get married but don’t get this blessing from Allah? What if it’s not written for me to have one? Will they get upset? Will my hubby hate me? Will he leave me? Will... WWwwooooOOOOooowwwWW!!That’s waaaaaaaaay too early… Who knows, I might not get married in this life in the first place!!! But it’s just a thought that crossed my mind… several times actually… ‘cuz I’ve seen people change ‘cuz of this… I’ve seen hate growing ‘cuz of this…

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD, PLEASE GET IT, THIS IS IN ALLAHS’ HANDS, HE KNOWS WHAT’S GOOD FOR US, AND HE DECIDES… HAVE FAITH! DO THE MATH… IT’S BY HIS COMMAND THE ONE AND ONLY… YOUR LORD AND MINE… THE LORD OF THE WORLDS… PRAISE HIM THE MOST MERCIFUL.

APOLOGIZING?

Don't you understand that an apology is a sign of weakness?

You are free to think so; we are of the opinion that the willingness to apologize is a sign of courage and strength.

I've always been WITH respect, wherever it took me... and this is a big sign of respect, I can't sleep knowing that someone is hurt 'cuz of me... And I thank God for that... Signs, msgs, or just a small piece of paper, sometimes it would make the wanted change...

One plus one equals....?

I can add it all up, one plus one

It is weird isn't it? Things always happen when you least expect them.
From time to time, something would sprout out of nowhere to challenge existing pillars of truth, to make the formidable appear vulnerable and to reveal the cracks and crevices within the magnificence and majesty. Perhaps this is the real world order. This is the way things work. The world has its own balancing mechanism, to ensure that when something has achieved too much stability, something must present itself to disrupt this peace and tranquility. It can be said that such a measure is necessary, without which complacency would breed and in time, because of prolonged stability, apathy might also strive to dominate. The end result would be the turning against of the very stability that everyone had put their faith in from the start.

P.S.: My sis drew this :) And I captured it, made some changes, & then squeezed it down here forever... lol.

askless&thankmore

TO ERRRR...

Patience, a virtue,

Hastiness, a vice,

Honor, a must,

Disrespect, an unnecessary lie.

Charity, great,

Greed, terrible,

Humbleness, exceptional,

Boastfulness, will cause you to stumble.

Love, a necessity,

Hate, comes to no good,

Wisdom, causes one to think,

Foolishness, one to brood.

Faith, heals,

Doubt, fails,

Hope, presses onward,

Despair, goes wayward.

To redeem, a blessing,

To enslave, a curse,

To pity, is alright,

To antagonize, is worse.

Mercy, empowers,

Intolerance, provokes,

Knowledge, encourages,

Ignorance, chokes.

To err, is human,

To forgive, divine,

One way leads to Hell,

The other...paradise.

== By Zachary W. Spurgeon ==

ONLY AN ILLUSION...

"sometimes the more u run after life the more it goes further away from you. it makes u go strange places, do weird things, dream outrageous fantasies and walk down unexpected paths. In the end drained, tired and worn out, you eventaully catch up to it only to realize that the flashy bubble was nothing more than a false illusion of all that could hav been............but only in your dreams"

--illuxon--