Tuesday, August 11, 2009

mon roche..

(picture's source)


I hold on to so many things in my life & wrap all my fears, joys, dreams & plans around them.. Small little things really, but to me, they represent me.. My state.. My chaos.. My very inner self.. With them, I feel whole.. I feel like no matter how strong that tide will be, I'll be safe & sound..

But time, time is always stronger than tide.. It's slow, yet more powerful than any other storm.. It's loud, but never promises, instead, turns its back on you fearlessly, with nothing to lose! And right there & then, it's you you're left with.. Just you & your self.. Your very fragile self.. And only you can save yourself & find a strong rock to hold on to, or let time take you up & down with it & then, you end up alone, trembling with fear, until your very last breath..

Now some give up and say: "I couldn't find the rock..".. Well, I know its hard to find a strong one.. One that has been there for hundreds of years, strong enough to support you, & big enough to hold your fears down & strengthen you.. But I swear to you, every single soul born/or-will-come-to-life, had/will-have a rock especially existing for them.. And it shows up in everyone's life & calls on to them; to hold on to.. But it's us who fail to see really.. It's a result of either: -not wanting to see OR -not wanting to see.. It's never 'cuz of "not seeing".. Every one of us has been granted an insight larger than life itself.. An insight that can grow with time or die.. Die because of a killer that couldn't wait a little more and "see" a little harder! And oh my, if only they can sentence all those killers out there, the world would be a much better place!


And if all this didn't make sense, please read the "butterfly story", it might help you see better.. It helped me.. :)


"From underneath the trees,

we watch the sky

Confusing stars for satellites

I never dreamed that you'd be mine

But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried

If everyone loved and nobody lied

If everyone shared and swallowed their pride

Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And in the air the fireflies

Our only light in paradise

We'll show the world they were wrong

And teach them all to sing along

And as we lie beneath the stars

We realize how small we are

If they could love like you and me

Imagine what the world could be"

~ Nickelback ~


Restful Rain said...

You are words had said it all (But it's us who fail to see really.. It's a result of either: -not wanting to see OR -not wanting to see.. It's never 'cuz of "not seeing".. )
Oh Allah please help me!!! please ya raaab!!

sara said...

Ameeeeeeeeeeeeen RR.. Ameeeeeeeeeen!