Tuesday, June 13, 2006

::..certain fragility..::

Some people get some sort of fragility after the loss of their parents or cherished ones. But I’ve always had this fragility, not because of losing any of my beloved ones, but because of having them… I don’t know what is it with me; the more I live, the more I step back, the more I fear loving and having new people in my life; thinking that I might be losing them someday… I think it’s not right, but it’s a fact… I’m so paranoid… thing is, when I love I love too much, I care so much…

I guess there is a story behind each existing soul, and each short story is the story of a human being lost in the labyrinth of life, sometimes it’s happy, but usually it includes losing beloved ones, and everything that seems to be precious. Most importantly, I feel sad that some don’t end up finding the true way. Way out of the dark paths into the light. The light of God… the One and Only, He’s always there, and He has always been there…

MAY HE GRANT US THE PATIENCE TO CARRY ON SEEING HIS LIGHT WHILE LIVING THIS HARSH REALITY OF OUR MORTALITY… AMEN.

I AM MY WEAKNESS; YOU ARE MY STRENGTH.

TRUST IN GOD, NOT IN YOUR TRUST IN GOD.

5 comments:

Small Blue Thing said...

A while ago I saw a documentary about the children in Palestine _both jewish in camps, in Jerusalem, and palestine children living in refugee camps and East Jerusalem. They were all in pain, and the directors made them get togheter one day and... play football.

I was very impressed by one of the children: he was living in a colony camp and he said he felt happy when soldiers shouted _dangerously near of a palestinian village around.

I can understand someone who hates because of a lose, kind of tragedy. It's insctinctive, you know. But the most awful crime at all is planting the seeds of hate inside a 8 year-old boy. The person who made that would be the true guilty of anything he did because of that hate.

sara said...

SO TRUE DEAREST...

U KNOW WHAT?

I pray for everybody I know and don't know daily, that my words posted here will bless you, encourage you, and give you peace. May God richly bless you today. May everything good in your life seem extra sweet!

Anonymous said...

anyways, you left a comment on Reaper's blog, at iblogs, this is keith, by the way, and again, anyways, if you would say you are becoming a better person, instead of longing to become a better person, as we follow the literal pattern of articulated words, and if you just long to become a better person, well good luck, as you are not directing your statement towards becoming a better person,

Likewise if you do not know why you do something, well that is fine, but if you want to change, well to know what is the insight that your lacking in your life, and to do mental work to look at what is needed in your life, like what wisdom or truth is there that your breaking, and if you review the truth, this will change your actions - so your afraid of being close - and you gave reasons why - so work through what it is your doing, and find the insight that shows you what your suppose to be doing, the correct attitude, then say your learning how to let people close, as again, if your just say your longing to let people close,,, that is all your going to do most of the time - long to let people close.

sara said...

WELL PUT.....I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR WORDS.......SOOOO TRUE...
AND BY THE WAY, I MEANT BY 'LONGING'; LONGING ALL THE TIME... AS IN WANTING TO, EVERY MOMENT...

Small Blue Thing said...

The movie's title is "Promises". It's avalaible on P2P netwires like eMule.