Friday, January 27, 2006

RESPIRATION...

DID YOU EVER FEEL SOOOOO HOLLOW AND NEEDED SOMETHING BADLY, THAT YOU CAN HARDLY BREATHE??
THATS HOW I FEEL...
THERE'S SOMETHING MISSING, AND I CAN'T FIND IT...
MAY ALLAH QUENCH THIS THIRST OF MINE...AMEN.
IT'S TRULY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO SEE...
I GUESS THAT'S ONE OF THE DOWNS OF THIS LIFE...
"In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Praise be to God, The Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds; Most Gracious, Most Merciful; Master of the Day of Judgment. Thee do we worship, and Thine aid do we seek."
Quran 1:1-5
I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE THAT SINCE 5:55 AM...
GOT UP TRYING TO BREATHE, BUT CAN HARDLY FEEL THE AIR MOLECULES GETTING IN...A FEW MINUTES LATER, FAJR BEAUTIFULLY BREAKS THROUGH... BUT IT'S GETTING HARDER TO BREATHE...
WHAT IS IT?
IS IT MY SINS?!
OR AM I MAKING THIS WHOLE THING UP?!
IS IT 'CUZ MY GRANNYS' ANKLE IS SOOOOO PUFFED-UP AND WE DON'T KNOW WHY?!
IS IT 'CUZ OF ME NOT FEELING ALL THAT WELL, WHILE TEACHING THE LADIES TODAY?!
IS IT 'CUZ I............ REALLY DUNNO!
MAY ALLAH MAKE IT EASY ON ALL OF US HUMANS, AND GRANT US PATIENCE WHILE LIVING THIS WORLD... AND GRANT US SINCERITY OF THOUGHT AND DEED...
AMEEEEEEEEN.

9 comments:

ELG said...

Ameen...
hope you and your grandma are feeling better now.....
take care...

sara said...

MY GRANNY IS ON HER WAY TO ANOTHER 2 HOURS AWAY CITY TO SEE HER DOCTOR...
ITS REALLY TIRING AROUND HERE...
HOPE WE ALL GET BETTER INSHA'ALLAAAAAAAAAAH...
THANKS.

CA said...

Thank you for the nice comment on my birthday blog.

To feel better about everything, I suggest calling on the Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. He will share your burdens and give you salvation. A friend in God, Jim

Jawwad S said...

Ameen

Saadia said...

Assalam-u-alaikum.
Ameen to all your prayers.
May Allah ease each and every difficulty of yours. (ameen)
Ma assalam

Small Blue Thing said...

One only thing I know for sure:

Maybe it´s your mind _but absolutely NOT your sins. Remember, Hadiz from Muslim #131.

Maybe it´s just anxiety. I´m quite fond of it, but it gets better and better with medical atention and an as-quite-as-possible life.

Take care of you _if you´re not well, you won´t be able to take care of your grandma.

Love and salams, ya-sis.
bt

Sabeen said...

May Allah make this test easy on you and your grandma, Ameen!

Remember with evey hardship there is ease, inshaAllah.

The Prophet (Peace beupon him) said:
"Whoever Allah wishes good for, He inflicts him (with hardship)."

Keep smilin :o)

solitary animal said...

May the wind blows my best thought to you, Sara.

Hugs,
Your Sis :)

DareDevil said...

nice post