Olivia dear, what's so good about BIG people, or their sad news?! Trust me, you don't wanna get there.. I wish I would have never grown 'taller' or 'older'.. Wish I would have died young, not to be asked for it all.. But I'm afraid; that's not the case..
Oh Allah, please forgive me for all of the bad that I've done, and I continue to do. You are so Merciful and Kind, please forgive me, and help me stay away from all that's wrong. It's so hard for me, and I'm so weak but You are the Strong. Please increase me in sincerity.
Ya Allah, let me love You as You deserved to be loved, and let me fear You as You deserve to be feared, and let me leave this world serving Your creation for Your sake.
Oh Allah, give me the ability to forgive all those who have hurt me in word and deed & please Oh Allah, join our hearts.
Oh Allah, cleanse my heart of the sicknesses of arrogance and pride and let me die as one of the sincere, humble Muslims.
Oh Allah, I have been so impatient and angry in my behaviour, please give me patience and help me control my anger for Your sake.
Oh Allah, open a way for me to make Hajj as soon as possible, so that I can fulfil my obligation to You.
Oh Allah, lift the veils from the eyes of those who have been deceived into seeing Islam as something bad.